* Praying Hard *
Thursday, October 28, 2004
i THINK i made my decision and i HOPE im making the right one. so wish me luck ya! i decided tat i should leave JC and im gonna go poly instead. i might change my decision BUT 90% im gonna go to a poly.
its really hard to come to a decision. but after weighing the pros and cons i guess poly is the most proper choice. moreover my parents pluz my grandma wants me to go to a poly instead. my parents didnt force me ah but they think tat maybe poly is better for me.
itz really difficult to part with my classmates, odac peeps, odac and everything else in mj. so many nice memories. this year hasnt been a total waste. got to know my 3 months mates 04S204, my 04S206 mates, ODAC peeeps and U noe who! HAHAHAHAHA. wat the hell. juz kidddin. :P
my classmates, my sec skool frens tried to pyscho me to stay but sorry guyz. im juz afraid that i wont be able to ace durin my A'levels and not get to a uni ( tat also if get promoted in 2006) don wan to take tat risk. moreover im not the academically incline kind of person. im more to a practical kind i think. so poly seems to be a better option.
i really want to stay. tehres so much things that i look forward to next year especially the odac activities. theres river rafting comp, SAILING!!!, camps.... but wat to do. no pain no gain. than i cant go for the overseas cip trip to yunnan. tats so sad. i was looking forward to it for the experience. haiz.. i want to say sorry to the excos. guess i let u guyz down. watever i said durin the interview i didnt manage to fulfill it. sorry ya. also not fogetting cherie. sorry i cant really help you with the yunnan thingy but juz tell me if u need help with the games or anything ya.
ok let me update u guyz wat happen so far ya.
on mondae i was astounded to receive a call from my mum saying that she n my dad will be comin down to skool at 4pm. my ST didnt even tell me bout it ah. sheesh. my st can really be such a pain in the ass at times. well aniwaes tot it was gonna be parents n my st onli but NO... it was parents ST n HOD(mine happens to be the HOD of maths). ya so we talked bout other alternative route to university... i should consider my options carefully since i werked hard n yet stiu get tat kind of shitty results..blablabla. that kind of stuff u noe. i did told them tat if i was gonna retain, im gonna change my sub combi to further maths instead of bio. than this blardie HOD of maths looked at my result slip and give me " U got a freakin D for ur C*maths and you're thinking of taking FURTHER maths!!!" kind of look u noe! asshole! i was kin dof pissed also. y ala i noe my maths grade very pathetic la! cannot qualify to take f*maths! idiot! BAAAAH!
wanna sae congrats to those who got promoted and advance and not forgettin those who were given a chance to retain instaed of being asked to leave the skool. sometimes when i see some people desperately wans to get retain makes me think twice of poly. bah! im confuse enuff! aniwae theres this 2 guys A & B in my class who got the same grade OOF. but onli B got advance. most of my classmates think tat the A should get advanced rather than B. this freakin B when he noes he got advance he started askin the OBVIOUS."wat A u didnt get advanced?" asshole rite! idiot seh. trying to make people feel werst. puhleeez ah! i swear i will kill him if i could.
got my result slip already. itz really painful when i look at it. both F miss an AO by 1 MARK ah! hahaha. maybe itz juz faith ya. probly theres something else for me. this means that i have to give up my dreams of becumin a doc/ forensic/ PAKAR SAKIT PUAN ( gynae) :P hahhahaha gotta reset my goals n ambitions. i don really haf an idea wat to do rite now but im thinking.
hm.. im planning to take Chinese lessons during the holidaes. learn how to write and speak chinese! kewl huh! maybe i can make full use of the time to learn lotz of new stuff! hahahahaha i wan to learn how to play guitar ah! hehehehehehhe! so wish me luck ya! CHERIE must help me in CHINESE AH! ahakz!
once again i wanna say thanks for the encouragement u guyz been giving me! u guyz rox! even though i won be in JC animore hope we will still be in contact ya! love u guyz lotz!!! gonna miss u guyz lotz!
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
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