* Abortion *
Monday, February 07, 2005
Read this at a bulletin board on frendzter... Itz realli touching
Message: Your Baby Girl
Dear Mommy,
I am in Heaven now...I so wanted to be your littlegirl. I don't quite understand what has happened.I was so excited when I began realizing myexistance. I was in a dark, yet comfortable place.I saw I had fingers and toes. I was pretty faralong in my developing, yet not near ready toleave my surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping. Even from my earliest days,I felt a special bonding between you and me.
Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you.Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. Iheard Daddy yelling back. I was sad, and hoped youwould be better soon. I wondered why you cried so
much.
One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurtfor you. I couldn't imagine why you wereso unhappy.
That same day, the most horrible thing happened. Avery mean Monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in. I was so scared, I beganscreaming, but you never once tried to help me. Maybe you never heard me.
The monster got closer and closer as I wasscreaming and screaming, "Mommy, Mommy, help me please! Mommy, help me." Complete
terror is all I
felt. I screamed and screamed until I thought I
couldn't anymore. Then the monster started ripping my arms off. It hurt so bad; the pain i can never explain. It didn't stop. Oh, how I
begged it to stop. I screamed in horror as it
ripped my leg off. Though I was in such complete pain, I was dying. I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love
me.
I wanted to make all your tears go away. I had so many plans to make you happy. Now I couldn't, all my dreams were shattered. Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heart
breaking, above all.
I wanted more than anything to be your daughter.No use now, for I was dying a painful death. I could only imagine the terrible things
that they had done to you. I wanted to tell you that I love
you before I was gone, but I didn't know the words you could understand. And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead. I felt myself rising. I was being carried by a huge angel
into a big beautiful place. I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone.
The angel took me away to a wonderful place. Then I was happy. I asked the angel what was the thing was that killed me. He
answered, "Abortion. I am sorry, for I know how it feels." I don't know what abortion is, I guess that's the name of the
monster.
I'm writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl. I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live. I had thewill, but I couldn't; the monster was too powerful.
It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me. It was impossible to live. I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you. I didn't want to die. Also, Mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster.
Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did. Please be careful.
Love.....
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
3:43 PM
