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Monday, March 07, 2005
Juz came back from my cuzzin wedding seh. tired pissed bla blabla. wont sae it here. gonna blabber all tat at my old bloggie instead. anyway watever shit tat happened durin the weekend cant make me feel down thankz to something.
the wedding was great. the costumes were totally way kewl n nice. the wedding decorations is the so called the IN trend style. but i find it very common now a daes. so nothing special about tat. her room was so so nice. brownish kind of colour. superb.
left home at 9am juz to go to bukit batok. waaa. sat nite already prepare this n tat till my legs pancit. than wake up early to go there early again to help out. haaha. but it was fun. im juz praying i wont haf any blisters on my feeet!
had the weirdest dream. Tiffany was in it ah btw ( muz be honoured eh!). she ask me this unexpected question. but i didnt want to answer it n said i had to rushed off n do my prayers n will onli answer her questions later. n it ended.
i juz realise something. theres a lot of hatred in me. hatred which is buried deep inside since i was a kid. and it really angers me a lot when i think about it. n the thing is i cant let go of it. as much i wanna forgive n let go i realise i cant. it juz hurt me so badly that theres no way i willl let the matter rest. the sad thing is the hatred concerns my family members. My mother, father, mr brother.....
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
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