* Bad week *
Saturday, January 14, 2006
itz been a very busy and a bad week.
firstly my grandfather passed away last sundae. it was really shocking being woken up in the morning to tat news. no matter how much i manage to fight the tears back, when i see my grandfather for the last time, tears just keep on falling. as he lie there, he is never gonna wake up again. guilt. kind of guilty coz i didnt vist him tat often especially during my 1 week break during the december holidae. sometimes i just wished i just didnt go for the outings. to make it worst i was having my period so i couldnt do much but juz sit and stare. more guilt. It was already time for my grandfather. hes been sick since the fasting season. in a way itz kind of good, coz he never haf to suffer again.
on wed was the formal presentation. screw it big time!
get all my papers back. not too happy with wat i get. dissapointed. esp with maths. MATHS was the freaking lowest compared to my other papers. thx to my careless mistake. "clever sak! question write 250 u go and write 225 for wat! coz u 3 fucking 3++ marks for tat kind of stupidity!" maybe itz just a sign tat i have to change my specs! hahaha! cell B is another IDIOTIC one. have u ever encounter a question tat requires u to write 8 points for a fucking 4 mark question????!!!! itz like
SUPER DOTZ ah!
yeah i screw everything up this semester. juz great.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
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